in fact, I'm not here looking for a little publicity or followers.  all i want to do is that to pour out all my crazy thoughts and reflections into some place. writing i detest but sketching i love (anyway that's beside the point!!)..i thought talking to a really close friend would help me ease my ever so lost self. but that only helps a little and sometimes is just utterly pointless..what I've understood is that there is no one that is going to see things from your perspective and in the end, all the heart-to-heart talk backfires....I'm not blaming anyone, but because even i'm susceptible to such things..my so-called cultivated opinions just blind me from seeing through a different point of views...people view me as highly judgmental, but then, so are you!!!